I don't think there will ever be a time in my life when I will say ok, this is it, I'm in adult. I know what I'm doing. uggghh I cannot figure out what to be when I grow up. I'm happy with my job for now but there is no room to move up so I have to switch. Switch to what???? That is the question. Do I have to decide right now what I want to do for the rest of my life? Maybe I'm being dramatic, but I have so many friends my age going through the same thing. Anyways, my boss is pushing me to grad school so I guess that's where I'm headed...
I also just got out of a relationship with I think leaves this giant gap in your life. Not just an emotional gap, but a time gap. I have all this time that was filled by him and is now just empty. I am free to fill it with whatever I please. School and studying I guess :( Maybe if I was a real life grown up I would just know what to do and I would say "I am an independant woman with a great job and a good head on my shoulders" I'm not though. I'm 25 with a poorly paying job that I love in a 1200 sq foot apt with 3 girls and 2 dogs.
Well for now I'm going to eat the remnants of the mint chocolate chip ice cream pint in the freezer because I just worked out. Thats the real reason to work out I think. Oh and I think I will watch some crappy reality television.